Happy Girl

Well after my depressing post a couple days ago, you all will be happy to note that I've had a wonderful turn around! It feels good to be able to smile again.. and actually mean it. You know, the type of smile/laugh that you can see in a person's eyes. First time in a while! I can't exactly put my finger on why this change, but either way, I'll take it. A few of the nice things that have happened in the last couple days are as follows:

1. Felt like dying in accounting = visited the teacher and found out she is a lovely lady who really cares about me doing well. I think we're going to be BFF. Probably bring her an apple or something tomorrow to class.. Ok, maybe not. 

2. Felt sad and out of place = found out the girls on my floor actually give a shit if I'm crying/had a bad day. Oh, and my RA is incredible. Seriously, the coolest girl ever. <3 Chaboodom! 

3. Realized that I AM worth it. I HAVE had integrity, loving, and honest about the nasty situation in my life. However, I CAN'T do anything but love people as they are, because that's when they need it the most.

4. Oh and you know that verse that said something like "God will fight for you".. well guess what, he can't fight if I'm standing in the way doing my thing. He can't roll out the AK47's until I put my .22 down. So uhh, guns down. Not literally though.. I firmly believe in the right to carry. 

5. Woke up to the most hilarious note on my door from a random Johnnie. 

Is this not so funny?! I love. Now if this guy is 6', blond, buff, and NOT preppy, we're in luck! I highly doubt it though. I mean you don't just run into small town Norwegian boys anywhere.. 

6. I laid down the law in Theo with Sister Patricia.. it was great. I swear to God if someone says women shall be saved through childbearing I will take a b*tch down. Not that I said that to the little lady, but I did firmly acknowledge that God did make women to be strong. Otherwise, why would he have bothered to include the book of Ruth? Yeah. It was great. I had random classmates come up after and high-five me. Rock on. 

Alright, well I better run to my Econ class.. I'll leave you with this:

"I believe in pink. I believe laughing is the best calorie-burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when something is going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest. I believe tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles." -Audrey Hepburn

Keep on smiling!